i used to rule the world, part I Wednesday, April 15, 2009
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These days I feel like I’m putting a part of myself on the back burner and discovering different facets of myself. I don’t want to say I’m “shedding” that very important aspect of myself, but I certainly haven’t been nurturing it much as of late. And it probably doesn’t take a genius to figure out what that precious aspect of myself is (hint: check out the date of my last entry and this one).
Obviously I’m not much of a blogger (aha understatement), but I’ve always tried to put in a few hours of writing time into a story or two (I have multiple work-in-progresses depending on the whims of my muses [yes, plural]) once a week or so. And sadly, I haven’t even been doing that lately. Seems like my writing muses have all gone on an extended winter break (and it’s spring now so imagine the fun they must be having). Not to worry, though, because while my writing muses are partying it up in Cancun or some other place where it’s warm all year round (AH California homesickness kicking in), I’m having a blast just finding out about other stuff I’m APPARENTLY interested in. Funny how they’ve been lying low–all latent–inside of me for like 19 years, but life’s funny that way.
I guess my one huge priority right now is to grow ever deeper in my faith. As I become more involved with InterVarsity’s mission @ Baruch, I’m not only developing more of a passion for God but in humanity as well. I mean, I see it now. I see it in the news, I see it in on the subways, I see it in the darkening streets as I walk home after my last class. And my heart breaks for people, for these strangers, for their living situations, for the circumstances they must be under to look so… lost. I can’t believe I’ve managed to ignore so much until now. Brandon Heath summarized it perfectly in his song when he sang: “All those people going somewhere; why have I never cared?“
In conjunction to that, I’ve also been getting glimpses of what God wants from me in the future. I think for the first time in a really long time I see a vague shimmer of a path set before me, and I can honestly say that it’s because I stopped worrying and fretting about what to do to secure a good future for myself and really place all my worries in God’s hands and letting Him take control of the steering wheel for once.
Let’s just pray that I won’t become a backseat driver.

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“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”
– Jeremiah 29:11
good-bye 2008, hello 2009! Thursday, January 1, 2009
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
-confetti and noisemakers abound-
(Very short post, but I figured I should at least have a new year’s post stuck on here somewhere).
munchkin casanova says, “let’s talk about luuurve.” Wednesday, December 10, 2008
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I’m sure everyone who has Yahoo! as a homepage has seen this, but I just have to blog about this.
From a TIME article:
Alec Greven, author of the new dating guide How to Talk to Girls, has a lot going for him. He’s clean-cut, confident and a published author. He is also 9 years old. And although his relationship advice is nothing new — girls like gifts and attention from boys; they get mad when they discover a boy has been trying to date multiple people at once — its simplicity is remarkably accurate. So much for dating websites and call-in shows: the real answers can be found in what began as a $3 pamphlet handed out at his Colorado elementary school.
Haha, here are some of the highlights in the book:
On relationships: “Sometimes, you get a girl to like you, then she ditches you. Life is hard, move on! Or sometimes it just doesn’t work out. I had a crush on a girl in preschool. Then my family had to move, so I had to let her wash out of my mind.”
On having a crush: “Many boys get crushes on girls. But it can be very hard to get a girl to like you. Sometimes it takes years! Whatever happens, just don’t act desperate. Girls don’t like desperate boys. So what do you do if you have a crush on a girl? You need to get her to like you. You can also show off a skill, like playing soccer or anything else you’re good at. If you are in elementary school, try to get a girl to like you, not to love you. Wait until middle school to try to get her to love you. Otherwise, you have to hold on to her for a long time and that would be very hard. Tip: Most boys in elementary school can hold on to a girl for only 30 days.”
On gifts: “It is also good to give gifts. They don’t have to be big. Try to find out what she likes before you give her something. You should go around to her friends to get ideas. And I wouldn’t do flowers and gifts until you are older, like in middle school, because it seems weird in elementary school. Unless you go to a school dance.”
And he’s got this great little soundbite where he says that pretty girls are like expensive cars that need lots of oil. Oh man, what a kid.
But while I think it’s kind of hilarious, my sister would beg to differ. She finds a 9-year-old Casanova to be the creepiest thing in the world. And I read another WordPress blog that compares this kid to Michael Jackson…but reverse or something like that.
Now that’s priceless.
Mmkay, off to class. See?? I am trying to update!
new york, i love you! Friday, December 5, 2008
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From Wikipedia:
New York, I Love You is an upcoming romance film set to be released in February 13, 2009. From the producers of Paris, je t’aime, it stars an ensemble cast, among them Orlando Bloom, Natalie Portman, Christina Ricci, Hayden Christensen, Shia LaBeouf, Irfan Khan and Kevin Bacon.
New York, I Love You is a collective work of twelve short films each running around 5 minutes long are all rolled into one, created by several international directors in New York’s five boroughs, with a common theme of finding love interwoven into each of the five minute shorts. It is filmed in the same style of narrative structure as Paris, je t’aime.
Definitely going to watch this movie when it comes out…ON MY BIRTHDAY NO LESS! (GASP!)
personal ramblings, dec. 5 Friday, December 5, 2008
Posted by noni in books, nanowrimo, random.Tags: kazuo ishiguro, nanowrimo, never let me go, script frenzy, writing
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Let’s see, the last time I put up an entry was… November 7th. Hm. Almost a month ago from now (that seems like the new trend for me: post up an entry every month to keep this blog barely afloat). But anyway, this time last month I was optimistic about embarking on my NaNoWriMo adventure, not to mention spiritually convicted after coming back from an enlightening retreat. In other words, my level of excitement was right up there, topping the bar. But then a month passed…and in a month a lot of things can happen (or in my case, not happen). My NaNoWriMo rush petered to a pathetic standstill, but I’m just glad the same didn’t happen to my spiritual growth (praise God).
If you take a look at my NaNoWriMo author’s page, my journey ended at 10, 193 words on November 16th. I remembered being cripplingly discouraged, because I’m supposed to be at 26,672 words at that point to be in good form. And there I was, my muse crushed relentlessly by a frightening avalanche of a workload (that came out of nowhere, by the way), unable to even glance at my NaNo calendar desktop background without grimacing.
So I raised the white flag. I know, shame on me.
The good news is that even though I decided to put that NaNo novel on the back burner (the plot will get a chance to marinate in the meantime), I’ve started another story that is a lot more lighthearted, far less philosophical, and just overall more enjoyable to write when I’m up to my neck in schoolwork. It takes place in our contemporary day and age (no fantastical worlds that need lengthy descriptions pulled out of my butt) and characters that are much more relatable–or at least I think so.
Conclusion: thank you, NaNoWrimo 2008, for defibrillating my storywriting muse. Yeah, the one that’s been in a coma since–oh, I don’t know–2004? 2005? Who knows how long my muse will last this time, but hopefully, until I can produce something I can be remotely proud of.
In the meantime, I’ll be starting a new challenge: reading different genres of books to season my poor muse. I’m currently reading Kazuo Ishiguro’s Never Let Me Go, which I got from the public library and is so remarkably dingy and worn for a book that the library procured in 2006 that I’m afraid I’ll contract something from it. But seriously, it’s too good to put down. Granted, I need to slather antibacterial gel on my hands every time I finish reading a portion, but I don’t care. It is just that good. In Ishiguro’s author profile by The Guardian (yes, my stalker instinct kicked in), it even mentions that Haruki Murakami “agrees that Ishiguro is admired and widely read in Japan” (source, contains novel spoilers).
I’m also looking into screenwriting/playwriting. Oh boy, just typing ’screenwriting/playwriting’ scare the living daylights out of me. But it’s exciting, isn’t it, to venture into unknown territory? NaNoWriMo’s got a sister challenge called Script Frenzy coming in April (100-page script in 30 days). I’ve been learning loads (about script formatting and so forth) just by browsing the Script Frenzy site, but if I do decide to do it in April, I’ll probably do an adaptation of an existing novel; definitely not ready to come up with something fresh on such an unfamiliar ground.
Anyway, enough about me, how are you doing? I see the lurker(s?) visiting this sad, sad blog even during the barren periods of time when I don’t update (ehe, my apologies). I wish everyone the best of luck on their finals, then who knows? I saw so many people I haven’t seen in ages during Thanksgiving break that maybe I’ll see a lot more of other people during the month-long winter break!
‘Til next time!
nanowrimo: week one! Friday, November 7, 2008
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And so the first week of NaNo is over!!!
As you can see, I’m only up to 5,731 words as of 10:47 p.m. on November 7th, 2008. Now, ideally, I’m supposed to be at 11,667 words (!!!), according to this hilariously handy NaNoWriMo calendar (it’s going by the 1,667 words-a-day standard). In other words…I’M SO BEHIND! And yet…I have hope! Yes, I do, because I pounded out all those words in a day (last night until about an hour ago)!
Anyway, I’ve got a tough weekend ahead of me all the same, because I still plan on spewing out as many words as I can to boost up my word count. But the thing is I’ve got to do freshman seminar project, English homework, Sociology readings, and study for Monday’s music test/quiz, too! GAH. This is what I get for changing my premise three days into NaNoWriMo.
Le sigh.
I definitely don’t regret going on the retreat, though, because if I hadn’t gone, I wouldn’t have found a premise that I really, truly want to write 50,000 words about.
By the way, here is my author’s page. I’ll be putting up an excerpt and book cover soon. Oh, and the genre isn’t purely fantasy (you can only choose one genre for the author’s page). It’s more of a dystopian novel (think Margaret Atwood’s Handmaid’s Tale) with biblical undertones and elements of fantasy and historical fiction mixed in there.
Ciao for now!
procrastination = updation Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Posted by noni in christianity, movies, random.Tags: 2009 movies, angels and demons, bernini, dan brown, intervarsity, tom hanks
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Mmhmm, so now that midterms are basically over, the laziness and apathy have come back FULL FORCE! Yay.
Anyway, just a very, very brief update:
- I’m going on an Intervarsity retreat on Oct. 31st until November 2nd! -does a jig-
- Seriously, seriously can’t wait until November rolls around and NaNoWriMo kicks off. Those quiet moments before I drift off to sleep in the wee hours of the morning have become almost unbearable since my characters have been jibber-jabbering in my head. I’m totally armed with a notebook and pen for the ride home from the retreat.
- I decided to celebrate for my return to procrastination by making a spiffy new banner for tabula rasa (points up there). It features one of Bernini’s angels.
- ROBERT LANGDON (if you don’t know who he is then shame on you!) will be back for more controversial religious action in 2009 with the film adaptation of Angels and Demons. Yippiee! Looks to be a great cast with Tom Hanks back as Robert and Ewan McGregor thrown into the mix! Even the woman who plays Vittoria seems very fitting for the role.

^ Is that not the COOLEST movie poster you’ve ever seen? Ah, so simple yet the contrast creates such an impact.
Now this post (plus the new blog banner) hints at the topic of my upcoming NaNoNovel. Yup, I bet all you smart people out there know what I’m going to write about…
-whistles innocently and walks away-
HAWT UPCOMING MOVIE TRAILERS! Saturday, October 11, 2008
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First up, the much anticipated and much publicized Twilight trailer:
Personal Opinion: I think both Twilight and this trailer are CHEESY, but hey, if beautiful pale people and awkward, clichéd dialogues are your thang then by all means go watch this movie.
Next, the Confessions of a Shopaholic trailer:
Personal opinion: I’m crossing my fingers that it’ll be as entertaining and quirky as the books. But I must say, they made a good call choosing Hugh Dancy as Luke! Yum.
Aaaaaand the action movie I’ve been dying to see since I’ve heard about it, The International:
Personal Opinion: AHHHHH CLIVE OWEN CLIVE OWEN!!! -flails- He was WONDERFUL as Sir Walter Raleigh in Elizabeth: The Golden Age and disturbingly amusing in Shoot ‘Em Up, so I’m hoping he’ll be just as superb in this movie. It’s going to be released around my birthday, too! Yay, birthday plans!
Finally, I shall leave you with the James Bond: Quantum of Solace trailer:
Personal Opinion: Now I don’t know about you, but Daniel Craig is starting to grow on me. Oh, and Gemma Arterton (Lost in Austen, Tess of the d’Urbervilles–yes, I know I watch a lot of British television dramas, so sue me) will be in this one, so that’s bound to be interesting.
Oh snap, would you look at that! A cheesy teen phenomenon, a chick flick, and two action movies. There’s something for everyone.
SH-SH-SHAKIN’! Saturday, September 27, 2008
Posted by noni in music, random.Tags: michael from the princess diaries, robert schwartzman, rooney
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“THE LEAD SINGER OF ROONEY PLAYED MICHAEL IN THE FIRST PRINCESS DIARIES MOVIE, WHAAAAT?!?!?!?!?!”
Yeah, that ^ was me, reacting to that important little tidbit just now when I was stalking Robert Schwartzman’s IMDb page. GAHH!! I can’t believe I had no idea that they were the same person! *facepalm* See, I had a total girlhood crush on the character of Michael from the Princess Diaries (both in the book and the movie) and I’m addicted to Rooney’s sound (their music is reminiscent of the Beatles but with a slightly modern twist to it), so I almost fell out of my chair when I saw that ROBERT SCHWARTZMAN is MICHAEL, AHH!!!
*fangirl screaming!*
But yeah, anyway, if you guys don’t know what I’m talking about, perhaps these will joggle your memory:
Clips of Michael & Mia from the Princess Diaries (Song: “When Did Your Heart Go Missing?” by Rooney)
Aw, this SUCKS! I can’t put up their music videos from Youtube because it’s not embedded!! In the meantime, visit their Myspace for songs or their website for videos!
SAY IT WITH ME: NANOWRIMO! Friday, September 26, 2008
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What: Writing one 50,000-word novel from scratch in a month’s time.
Who: You! We can’t do this unless we have some other people trying it as well. Let’s write laughably awful yet lengthy prose together.
Why: The reasons are endless! To actively participate in one of our era’s most enchanting art forms! To write without having to obsess over quality. To be able to make obscure references to passages from our novels at parties. To be able to mock real novelists who dawdle on and on, taking far longer than 30 days to produce their work.
When: You can sign up anytime to add your name to the roster and browse the forums. Writing begins November 1. To be added to the official list of winners, you must reach the 50,000-word mark by November 30 at midnight. Once your novel has been verified by our web-based team of robotic word counters, the partying begins.
For those of you who don’t know, this November I’ll be participating in National Novel Writing Month (a.k.a. NaNoWriMo). Basically, in a month, I have to write a 50,000-word novel (thats like 175 pages and about the length of The Great Gatsby) and hone my edit-obsessed mind into thinking only of output and not of quality. The whole point of participating is not to end up with a perfectly written novel but more to create something totally crappy, which I’ll be able to trudge through after November to find the diamonds in the rough. And it’s not like I’ll be doing this all alone; people all over the world participate in NaNo every year and create a real community of writers who support each other.
I haven’t posted up an entry about NaNoWriMo before now since I was unsure whether or not I’d still be interested in doing it once November comes around. HOWEVERRR, it’s the end of September with only a bit more than a month left to go before NaNo, and my fingers are already itching to pound out the novel in my head. Since August when I first heard about NaNo, I’ve switched story ideas a few times, but I think I’ve come across a premise that have actually stuck, and that I think I’ll enjoy writing. It’s a bizarre feeling, knowing that I’m going to write this NaNovel for my own benefit more than anybody else’s. I’m the sort of writer who compares her own writing to those of other, more venerable authors, which is probably the reason why I’ve never actually finished something I’m working on. I always cop out towards the middle, because I would have already butchered what I have of my story to death and realize it’s a piece of cow dung. So I guess doing NaNo (where the backspace key is taboo to use) will be one heck of an experience that I hope will turn me into a better writer. A more mature writer who writes without being plagued by insecurities, because that has definitely gotten me nowhere.
Anyway, throughout the month of November, I’ll be posting up my NaNoWriMo progress on this blog perhaps twice a week or so. Not only do I want you guys to feel as if you’re doing the journey with me, but I also want to see how neurotic I’ll get during November, so that I can look back on it and laugh my butt off. There will be times when I’ll surely want to quit and throw my manuscript file into the virtual garbage can, so I’m asking for your support and encouragement when it does feel like I’m about to nip the thing in the bud. I mean, it’s all nice and good that strangers on the NaNoWriMo forum will be there to support me, but I think knowing that people I actually know–friends and family who can actually smack me upside the head if I don’t reach my 50,000-word goal by the end of November–will only spur me to keep on writing even when I hit a bump in the road.
Now if some of you are interested in doing NaNoWriMo with me this year, come join me and hop on the loony writers bandwagon!!! I think it’s definitely less daunting to go through the process with someone you already know and who will sympathize with you on your 2 a.m. frenzied caffeine vigils during that last stretch before the deadline. Or you know, if you’re a complete stranger who’ve just stumbled across my blog, then by all means let me know how you’re doing, and we’ll totally keep track of each other on NaNoWriMo’s forum or through each other’s blogs!
One thing to keep in mind, though, is that NaNoWriMo is not supposed to be a horribly serious writing endeavor for very serious writers. I mean, it’s darn near impossible to come up with a Pulitzer Prize-winning novel in a month, so this is more just for fun than anything else. You’re not supposed to kill yourself over it or anything. ( O_O!! ) If anything, I view NaNo as the first step in the really extensive novel-making process. But the first really important thing is to at least get that novel in your head down on paper (or on Microsoft Word), because without something to work with, how can a writer expect to reach that publishing stage? It’s like an artist chipping away at a piece of marble to create a beautiful statue; if you don’t have the marble, how are you going to make a work of art out of it?
End pedantic rant.
ANYWAYYY, REMEMBER, GUYS!! PLEASE HELP KEEP ME ACCOUNTABLE! Much appreciated.<3